case no. 2. out in the open

the cards were laid.

words were spoken, feelings revealed.

everything were all too clear.

and another chapter has closed.


is this the end of an unforgotten past, and the start of all things anew?


or is this the start of another insanity...the end of avoiding dishonesty?

and he said...

at the end of the day, i'd rather have something than not have anything at all...

unspoken message

i said: "you weren't supposed to mean this much to me... but you do."

you said: "i know... and i wasn't supposed to fall in love with you... but i did."

breaking barriers

there was confusion in the tranquility of the night
only our hearts beating and the ticking of the clock can be heard
you held my hand and drew closer
i should've pushed you away... it was the only move i should do...
but i held your hand instead, i could not let go...
it was another mistake, but i couldn't stop...
and we're both falling... and it's wrong...
so dangerous, but so full of passion...
it was like playing with fire, yet it felt so nice...

there was chaos in the stillness...
it was another turbulent night...

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ommission

take the madness. take the passion. take the impulse. take me wholely.

hold my hand, kiss my lips. touch my skin, yearning insanely for you.

whisper the words, call out my name. music to my ears, deceit in every beat.

time has stopped. left with nothing.

the dawn is breaking, coffee is brewing. crumbs left on the table, beside the marks of your hand.

walk me to the path less taken. show me the way.

crazy madness. bound to hurt you.

look into my eyes, see the tears. hear me shouting, seeking forgiveness.

make me stop. take it all, leave out all the rest.