i didn't think i'd be this cheesy again. mushy. feeling giddy.
just plain being in love ♥♥♥
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
this is you now
where has work taken your youth? but then again, its just the hair, i guess. lots of it. can't wait to see the hairless you again.
i'm in dire need of girl bonding! calling my gurlfriends...!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
life partners
I’m thinking of what to write lately, and I find myself not being in the mood for anything noteworthy to write about.
Don’t have anything buzzworthy to tell also...
Except, I learned, that my once upon a time flame, who I thought have everything I wanted in a guy and kinda saw a future with, decided to settle with somebody else. Not to blame him though, things didn’t work out between us (for eavesdroppers who might have often visited this site, oblivious to my knowing, yes, things didn’t work out between us, and I’m not totally the one to blame!)… he is just ready to settle down while I am not… with him.
That said, would I really want to settle down, period?
Scary truth… I’m beginning to feel like I want to. Still with mixed and confused feelings, but yes. I want to. And it’s just like what they say… you just feel it. You just realize that you cannot live without this certain person in your life. Never mind the hardships you both might face, never mind the trials that try to keep you apart. Never mind every little thing that comes your way. You just know, deep within you, that he is the only other half that will ever make you whole.
Naïve? Maybe I still am. Maybe my head is still in the clouds, my heart in my hands. But I am now not scared to admit, that I feel this, and I acknowledge it. I still think of the future, though. Still think of what can happen and where things would go. But right now, it’s a liberating feeling… To know that I am capable of feeling this way… and that I have the partner who’s beautifully imperfect for me… ♥
Don’t have anything buzzworthy to tell also...
Except, I learned, that my once upon a time flame, who I thought have everything I wanted in a guy and kinda saw a future with, decided to settle with somebody else. Not to blame him though, things didn’t work out between us (for eavesdroppers who might have often visited this site, oblivious to my knowing, yes, things didn’t work out between us, and I’m not totally the one to blame!)… he is just ready to settle down while I am not… with him.
That said, would I really want to settle down, period?
Scary truth… I’m beginning to feel like I want to. Still with mixed and confused feelings, but yes. I want to. And it’s just like what they say… you just feel it. You just realize that you cannot live without this certain person in your life. Never mind the hardships you both might face, never mind the trials that try to keep you apart. Never mind every little thing that comes your way. You just know, deep within you, that he is the only other half that will ever make you whole.
Naïve? Maybe I still am. Maybe my head is still in the clouds, my heart in my hands. But I am now not scared to admit, that I feel this, and I acknowledge it. I still think of the future, though. Still think of what can happen and where things would go. But right now, it’s a liberating feeling… To know that I am capable of feeling this way… and that I have the partner who’s beautifully imperfect for me… ♥
Thursday, October 1, 2009
tick tock... tick tock
it's the first day of the last quarter of the last year of the last decade...
i can't believe how time flies by so fast.
it seems like it was only yesterday when 2008 ended, and a new year started...
seems like we were just sitting on the 3rd floor spending the night talking, sharing, waiting for the breaking dawn, watching the trains go by and sharing a cup of coffee.
seems like it was just last night that we were beside each other thinking of a happy future together...
seems like it was only moments ago when you kissed me good bye.
how time flies... and i am yet again, left to thinking how i did all this time...
i can't believe how time flies by so fast.
it seems like it was only yesterday when 2008 ended, and a new year started...
seems like we were just sitting on the 3rd floor spending the night talking, sharing, waiting for the breaking dawn, watching the trains go by and sharing a cup of coffee.
seems like it was just last night that we were beside each other thinking of a happy future together...
seems like it was only moments ago when you kissed me good bye.
how time flies... and i am yet again, left to thinking how i did all this time...
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