thinking of you...

i woke up thinking of you. it's almost been a week.

how are you? where are you now? are you thinking of me too?

when will i hear from you? do you still feel the same way as i do?


feel this... can you feel this? my heart beating out of my chest...

only with you... only for you.

With the rain came a dark cloud that seemed to hover over me for the past few days. I have not been in my best moods and have often sulked and cried by myself. Too many things going on in my head, most of which are monsters created by my own doing.

During these darker moments, I’m glad to have my girlfriends around. Thankful for the people who divert me from thinking and worrying too much.

This is what happens when you are lonely and trying to escape from your own miseries.

Thank you, gurlfriends :)

rain, rain...

the heavens are crying with me. i am comforted by the cold, drowned by the rain... my tears unrecognizable in the weather i am in.

i am looking beyond the inexistent. i am holding on to something not quite there. tell me... when? show me... how? touch me... now.

i go through everyday thinking of you... i wish to know you do the same thing too. tell me, you still feel the same. show me... you are still there. touch me... love me again.