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i've been acting weird lately, forgive me. i just need to create drama for myself. that is me. that is what i do. and i think it will take some more time for you to figure that one out. and a little more time to accept that. i just need to be heard. i just need to be reassured. i just need to be comforted. forgive me for that. love me for that.

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i still have nowhere to go. you just have to stick with me a little longer. don't bother putting me where i'm not supposed to be. don't think that i would love to go as well. but this is making me restless too. but i don't have any control over it. i am not the one to make the decision. i do not have the final say.

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it's nice to hear from an old friend. it's nice to catch up and see how things have changed. nice to hear where she is now and that she is happy and doing just fine. she may have found other friends, new friends... but i'll always consider her as one. we have after all, been through a lot and have shared a lot. we may be at different places now, be different persons... but i'll always cherish the memories i have of her...

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again, i just need to hear it. i just need to see it, to feel it. i just need to pacify this craziness within me!

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you've always put me in your world... and i hope that i can do the same. this is my guilty fault. i hope to work on it. i hope to fight for it...